I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Showing posts with label 1966. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 1966. Show all posts

Saturday, December 18, 2021

XMAS ‘66

 

December 18, 1966  (I was 22)

 

   XMAS ‘66

Sidewalk Santas

Accordion’s din

Salvation pot

To put dollars in

 

Headless bundles

Go by on the street

A nigger-man

Old, blind, dog at his feet

 

“Christ” utters one

“What is worse than to be

An old nigger-man

Who can’t even see?”

 

Reflecting on this

I barely heard the old man

“What is worse?

To be a young one who can”

Friday, October 22, 2021

north boy

 

October 22, 1966  (I was 21)

 

         north boy

Remote was the lake

and forest of pine.

A dull boy in the dust

from an open pit mine

knew Bohunks and Finns

and Dago Red wine.

It was little of books

that he knew but he’d take

three-two beer with his friends

beneath the trees to the lake

where they’d drink and discuss

the great lives that they’d make.

Education’s slow breath

engendered reserve

a dislike for his life

of un-sophisticate verve.

And he has yet to discern

the use it served.

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

A little girl approximately

 

May 12, 1966  (I was 21)

 

  A  little  girl  approximately

eleven with freckles and dangling

blond hair and round Keane eyes

      followed the spasmodic

         downward dashings

            of a silver pellet 

                  pinball

                       o

            Lights flashed

        springs thunked and

       bells bink bink binked

         a barrage of points

    Her fingers with bitten nails

snapped flippers and stabbed flippers

      flaunting a professional flair

With big girl ferocity banged the glass

bumper gunch and didn't jump joyously

    when the ball plunked down

                  SPECIAL 

                       O

                  WHEN LIT

She just pushed the reset to begin

the reverse score calculation spin &

flipped her hair in arrogant satisfaction

Monday, October 5, 2020

I miss the northern autumns now

 

October 5, 1966  (I was 21)

 

I miss the northern autumns now

those aging times

requiring coats to fend off thoughts

thoughts of wintery coldness.

 

That time when crisp old cynic winds

winds grave but fresh

reveal their spirit one more time

to slap youthful faces.

 

But paradoxically a warmth

a colored warmth of red and gold

pervades the autumnal souls

of those who have understood the summer.

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

north boy


October 22, 1966  (I was 21)

         north boy
Remote was the lake
and forest of pine.
A dull boy in the dust
from an open pit mine
knew Bohunks and Finns
and Dago Red wine.
It was little of books
that he knew but he’d take
three-two beer with his friends
beneath the trees to the lake
where they’d drink and discuss
the great lives that they’d make.
Education’s slow breath
engendered reserve
a dislike for his life
of un-sophisticate verve.
And he has yet to discern
the use it served.

Sunday, May 12, 2019

A little girl approximately


May 12, 1966  (I was 21)

  A  little  girl  approximately
eleven with freckles and dangling
blond hair and round Keane eyes
      followed the spasmodic
         downward dashings
            of a silver pellet 
                  pinball
                       o
            Lights flashed
        springs thunked and
       bells bink bink binked
         a barrage of points
    Her fingers with bitten nails
snapped flippers and stabbed flippers
      flaunting a professional flair
With big girl ferocity banged the glass
bumper gunch and didn't jump joyously
    when the ball plunked down
                  SPECIAL 
                       O
                  WHEN LIT
She just pushed the reset to begin
the reverse score calculation spin &
flipped her hair in arrogant satisfaction

Friday, October 5, 2018

I miss the northern autumns now


October 5, 1966  (I was 21)

I miss the northern autumns now
those aging times
requiring coats to fend off thoughts
thoughts of wintery coldness.

That time when crisp old cynic winds
winds grave but fresh
reveal their spirit one more time
to slap youthful faces.

But paradoxically a warmth
a colored warmth of red and gold
pervades the autumnal souls
of those who have understood the summer.

Monday, December 18, 2017

XMAS ‘66


December 18, 1966  (I was 22)

   XMAS ‘66
Sidewalk Santas
Accordion’s din
Salvation pot
To put dollars in

Headless bundles
Go by on the street
A nigger-man
Old, blind dog at his feet

“Christ” utters one
“What is worse than to be
An old nigger-man
Who can’t even see?”

Reflecting on this
I barely heard the old man
“What is worse?
To be a young one who can”

Sunday, October 22, 2017

north boy


October 22, 1966  (I was 21)

         north boy
Remote was the lake
and forest of pine.
A dull boy in the dust
from an open pit mine
knew Bohunks and Finns
and Dago Red wine.
It was little of books
that he knew but he’d take
three-two beer with his friends
beneath the trees to the lake
where they’d drink and discuss
the great lives that they’d make.
Education’s slow breath
engendered reserve
a dislike for his life
of un-sophisticate verve.
And he has yet to discern
the use it served.

Friday, May 12, 2017

A little girl approximately


May 12, 1966  (I was 21)

  A  little  girl  approximately
eleven with freckles and dangling
blond hair and round Keane eyes
      followed the spasmodic
         downward dashings
            of a silver pellet 
                  pinball
                       o
            Lights flashed
        springs thunked and
       bells bink bink binked
         a barrage of points
    Her fingers with bitten nails
snapped flippers and stabbed flippers
      flaunting a professional flair
With big girl ferocity banged the glass
bumper gunch and didn't jump joyously
    when the ball plunked down
                  SPECIAL 
                       O
                  WHEN LIT
She just pushed the reset to begin
the reverse score calculation spin &
flipped her hair in arrogant satisfaction

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

I miss the northern autumns now


October 5, 1966  (I was 21)

I miss the northern autumns now
those aging times
requiring coats to fend off thoughts
thoughts of wintery coldness.

That time when crisp old cynic winds
winds grave but fresh
reveal their spirit one more time
to slap youthful faces.

But paradoxically a warmth
a colored warmth of red and gold
pervades the autumnal souls
of those who have understood the summer.