I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Showing posts with label 1986. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 1986. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

Plaint

 

December 15, 1986  (I was 42)

 

         Plaint

A year of less than ritual.

It is a dry vision.

Every chant is sewn into a basket.

All the prayers have become catholic.

No fat revolutionary was ever victorious.

No revolution gets old.

 

The Big Picture is so large and dangerous

it’s a wonder any go there.

Our time is so officially gray.  The buildings,

Washington D.C. is a testament in concrete.

At their officious best the elected

attempt to look like buildings.

 

It is a dry vision, this American perspective,

this telescope over our eye,

each and every with his own view

looking out to everything out there made big and close,

everything out there taken by tradition of staked claim,

protected at a cost within concrete fortresses.

 

Insular democracy, expand like breath.

Accepted inspiration is our lungs’ strength.

The fluent release of exhaled exhilaration

pulses wind off the continent

with an Aeolian sweetness more alluring than any threat.

And the charm is the desire to do no more than draw another.

Saturday, October 10, 2020

Freeklimbers

 

from this week in October, 1986  (I was 41)

 

         Freeklimbers

Freeklimbers measure the boulders of Yosemite

with their bodies as they stretch

as they slide as they hang by one arm

and swing to another hand hold.

No one’s ever seen them except maybe Bigfoot.

Ego-dumb athletes doubt their existence.

Professional climbers scoff insecure disdain.

Freeklimbers treasure the gold of the granite.

Wednesday, October 7, 2020

There is No Dog

 

October 7, 1986  (I was 41)

 

         There is No Dog

There is no dog by the fire sleeping

no shed hair upon the carpet

no urine in the kitchen.

 

No needy beast

nuzzles his slavery way into this life.

 

False Pavlovian eyes pander

it’s a canine art form.

They can squat until they die upon some other hearth.

Wednesday, December 18, 2019

XMAS ‘66


December 18, 1966  (I was 22)

   XMAS ‘66
Sidewalk Santas
Accordion’s din
Salvation pot
To put dollars in

Headless bundles
Go by on the street
A nigger-man
Old, blind, dog at his feet

“Christ” utters one
“What is worse than to be
An old nigger-man
Who can’t even see?”

Reflecting on this
I barely heard the old man
“What is worse?
To be a young one who can”

Sunday, December 15, 2019

Plaint


December 15, 1986  (I was 42)

         Plaint
A year of less than ritual.
It is a dry vision.
Every chant is sewn into a basket.
All the prayers have become catholic.
No fat revolutionary was ever victorious.
No revolution gets old.

The Big Picture is so large and dangerous
it’s a wonder any go there.
Our time is so officially gray.  The buildings,
Washington D.C. is a testament in concrete.
At their officious best the elected
attempt to look like buildings.

It is a dry vision, this American perspective,
this telescope over our eye,
each and every with his own view
looking out to everything out there made big and close,
everything out there taken by tradition of staked claim,
protected at a cost within concrete fortresses.

Insular democracy, expand like breath.
Accepted inspiration is our lungs’ strength.
The fluent release of exhaled exhilaration
pulses wind off the continent
with an Aeolian sweetness more alluring than any threat.
And the charm is the desire to do no more than draw another.

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Notes for An Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86


June 5, 1986  (I was 41)

Notes for An Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86

You have had taken from you
the idealistic belief that your country
exists to do right and to support freedom
both collective and individual at home,
and by good example and good faith
to support it abroad without intervention;
to support the right the good and the free
to any disadvantage, cost or accusation of naiveté;
to uphold the principle.

You have had taken from you
the belief that your country
values the individual of its citizenry
values the equality of humankind
beyond political advantage or mere expediency
beyond bartering with the natives or for the natives
beyond class distinction and cultural rape
beyond archeological digs through ghetto squalor
to plunder historic splendor

You have had taken from you
the expectation of quality in all
but the most conspicuously expensive;
you have settled for overpriced fashion.
Religions are fashions;
Sunday aisles are fashion runways.
You have watched and listened
with the open hearts of youth.
You have had taken from you.

And I am too complacent
to tell you what to do about it.

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

Freeklimbers


from this week in October, 1986  (I was 41)

            Freeklimbers
Freeklimbers measure the boulders of Yosemite
with their bodies as they stretch
as they slide as they hang by one arm
and swing to another hand hold.
No one’s ever seen them except maybe Bigfoot.
Ego-dumb athletes doubt their existence.
Professional climbers scoff insecure disdain.
Freeklimbers treasure the gold of the granite.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

There is No Dog


October 7, 1986  (I was 41)

            There is No Dog
There is no dog by the fire sleeping
no shed hair upon the carpet
no urine in the kitchen.

No needy beast
nuzzles his slavery way into this life.

False Pavlovian eyes pander
it’s a canine art form.
They can squat until they die upon some other hearth.

Friday, December 15, 2017

Plaint


December 15, 1986  (I was 42)

            Plaint
A year of less than ritual.
It is a dry vision.
Every chant is sewn into a basket.
All the prayers have become catholic.
No fat revolutionary was ever victorious.
No revolution gets old.

The Big Picture is so large and dangerous
it’s a wonder any go there.
Our time is so officially gray.  The buildings,
Washington D.C. is a testament in concrete.
At their officious best the elected
attempt to look like buildings.

It is a dry vision, this American perspective,
this telescope over our eye,
each and every with his own view
looking out to everything out there made big and close,
everything out there taken by tradition of staked claim,
protected at a cost within concrete fortresses.

Insular democracy, expand like breath.
Accepted inspiration is ours lungs’ strength.
The fluent release of exhaled exhilaration
pulses wind off the continent
with an Aeolian sweetness more alluring than any threat.
And the charm is the desire to do no more than draw another.

Monday, June 5, 2017

Notes for an Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86


June 5, 1986  (I was 41)

Notes for an Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86

You have had taken from you
the idealistic belief that your country
exists to do right and to support freedom
both collective and individual at home,
and by good example and good faith
to support it abroad without intervention;
to support the right the good and the free
to any disadvantage, cost or accusation of naiveté;
to uphold the principle.

You have had taken from you
the belief that your country
values the individual of its citizenry
values the equality of humankind
beyond political advantage or mere expediency
beyond bartering with the natives or for the natives
beyond class distinction and cultural rape
beyond archeological digs through ghetto squalor
to plunder historic splendor

You have had taken from you
the expectation of quality in all
but the most conspicuously expensive;
you have settled for overpriced fashion.
Religions are fashions;
Sunday aisles are fashion runways.
You have watched and listened
with the open hearts of youth.
You have had taken from you.

And I am too complacent
to tell you what to do about it.

Friday, May 5, 2017

Notes for Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86


June 5, 1986  (I was 41)

Notes for Undelivered Address to Class of ‘86
You have had taken from you
the idealistic belief that your country
exists to do right and to support freedom
both collective and individual at home,
and by good example and good faith
to support it abroad without intervention;
to support the right the good and the free
to any disadvantage, cost or accusation of naiveté;
to uphold the principle.

You have had taken from you
the belief that your country
values the individual of its citizenry
values the equality of humankind
beyond political advantage or mere expediency
beyond bartering with the natives or for the natives
beyond class distinction and cultural rape
beyond archeological digs through ghetto squalor
to plunder historic splendor

You have had taken from you
the expectation of quality in all
but the most conspicuously expensive;
you have settled for overpriced fashion.
Religions are fashions;
Sunday aisles are fashion runways.
You have watched and listened
with the open hearts of youth.
You have had taken from you.

And I am too complacent
to tell you what to do about it.

Monday, October 10, 2016

Freeklimbers


from this week in October, 1986  (I was 41)

         Freeklimbers
Freeklimbers measure the boulders of Yosemite
with their bodies as they stretch
as they slide as they hang by one arm
and swing to another hand hold.
No one’s ever seen them except maybe Bigfoot.
Ego-dumb athletes doubt their existence.
Professional climbers scoff insecure disdain.
Freeklimbers treasure the gold of the granite.

Friday, October 7, 2016

There is No Dog


October 7, 1986  (I was 41)

         There is No Dog
There is no dog by the fire sleeping
no shed hair upon the carpet
no urine in the kitchen.

No needy beast
nuzzles his slavery way into this life.

False Pavlovian eyes pander
it’s a canine art form.
They can squat until they die upon some other hearth.