I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Showing posts with label COSMOS. Show all posts
Showing posts with label COSMOS. Show all posts

Saturday, June 4, 2022

The entirety considered

 

June 4, 2012  (I was 67)

 

The entirety considered

quickly escapes thought

as a visual landscape diminishes

beyond the vanishing point

and the impossible immensity,

the dark spaces between

universal vibrations called things,

engulf the minute ripple of miniscule perception.

Nauseating realization reduces all beyond reduction,

line to word to syllable to chemistry of inspiration.

Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Carl Sagan could interpret stellar photographs

 

from this week of December, 2013  (I was 69)

 

Carl Sagan could interpret stellar photographs

By the color of celestial objects

he could determine or at least speculate

upon their chemical composition

understand by their quivering

whether anything was orbiting them

how many million light years away they were

or even if they were mere ghost emanations

whose dead light was reaching us eons after

it had actually expired  I suspect

he totally admired the paintings of Jackson Pollock

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

A tree branch irritates the roof


December 17, 2008  (I was 64)

A tree branch irritates the roof
Say it’s the wind
say it’s the cold
causes the sweep and creak
the welt and scar in the dark
Perforations of constellations
outline myths in the night
Beneath the western moon
radiates Jupiter’s throne
to sparkle the eye of Venus
It is the scrape of wind the breath of cold
decides the story to be told

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Carl Sagan could interpret stellar photographs


from this week of December, 2013  (I was 69)

Carl Sagan could interpret stellar photographs
By the color of celestial objects
he could determine or at least speculate
upon their chemical composition
understand by their quivering
whether anything was orbiting them
how many million light years away they were
or even if they were mere ghost emanations
whose dead light was reaching us eons after
it had actually expired  I suspect
he totally admired the paintings of Jackson Pollock

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

The way we can take a dust ball


from this week in November, 2013  (I was 69)

The way we can take a dust ball
an entire microbic universe
and flush it into an alien existence
can we doubt the scope of cosmic disruption
that might instantaneously occur
Having some familiarity with Italo Calvino
I can’t help but think no one really knows
how long we can hide under the bed
I used to imagine all of creation
occupying the space above the brine
in some giant’s pickle jar residing
on a lower shelf of a dark cabinet
until someday when the unknowing giant
has a taste for another pickle
I think the results amount to the same thing

Thursday, October 25, 2018

There are times the microcosm gets kicked in


from this week in October, 2006  (I was 61)

There are times the microcosm gets kicked in
and all is awash in blood light
Anxious dread that it’s too late
to correct a mistake of exposed weakness
Futility looms in the rapid patchwork attempt
to construct a temporary defense
that may not work at all
but may make time to think of something better
Then the persistent fury abates
as if the resolve of the invading force weakens
The dams hold with seams leaking
and we take our breaths in relative calm
to consider major repair to our small craft
knowing it will never be enough for all that’s out there


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Aquainted With The Night  by Robert Frost 

Monday, March 26, 2018

creation


March 26, 1998  (I was 53)

            creation
When no dog feels to bark
when phones are unanswered even by machine
when laughter is less than an echo
when the evangelical “Gees Us”
doesn’t do that anymore
when the silent internal voice
stops speaking
when the universe hums no wave
and nothing strives to call it music
when no tooth clicks upon another
no breath whistles
nor eye flutters
God may finally be

Friday, January 26, 2018

The most believable astronomical revelation


January 26,2008  (I was 63)

The most believable astronomical revelation
is the increasing distance between things
Every communication device we create
makes the separation more obvious
and proximity more dangerous
Truth is kept simple in idiomatic terms
There is fondness in our absent hearts
and discomfort in things too close
From afar we integrate shapes
into forms that are recognizable
while we deny adjacent congruencies
that might make us seem as one

Sunday, July 23, 2017

So it is just a waiting game


July 23, 2008  (I was 63)

So it is just a waiting game
reduced to non-entity without a name
From the specific again to the general
the embodiment to the ephemeral

The building of nothing from the sublime
structure of now in the ever of time
The moon and howl not cause and effect
inflection and vowel not damned and elect

What can wait longest before it takes a turn
when the inevitable steers it astern
Edible red fruit reduced to seed
Was there a garden was there a need

Sunday, August 14, 2016

All the possible myths of childhood


August 14, 2014 (I was 69)

All the possible myths of childhood
clicked off like light switches
in the light of day
I never believed in evil beasts
Evil had to be anthropomorphic to be real
Humans with super powers were fun
but on a fundamental level
never more than fictions
It’s the fiction that ruins Jesus
more admirable as man than son of God
God is an even bigger problem
whose existence must comprise the totality of is
perhaps inhabiting a dimension
to dwarf our own