I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Showing posts with label 2003. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2003. Show all posts

Sunday, December 18, 2022

The text in my mind this morning

 

December 18,2003  (I was 69)

 

The text in my mind this morning

was full of the assonance of O

I try to remember the words now

once occasion oppression overbearing

I don’t know now

but it had to do with us recognizing

the hour of America was over

We’ve immolated our witches

owned our slaves

bombed the biggest bombs

bombed cities bombed jungles

bombed deserts bombed mountains

of bombs drones of bombs

The world does not trust us

because we are not trustworthy

Our biggest citizens are corporations

Our little citizens are obsolete

Our biggest business is fighting fear

We make sure there is enough

to keep the economy going

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Pilgrim Age

 

December 15, 2003  (I was 59) 

 

         Pilgrim Age

This is a journey of some experience,

travelers who have packed some bags…

have dangled from hot high voltage wires

separated the Constitution from political desires

who at times have lived from hand to mouth

nursed their way from the deepest South

ran the field and have lain on the table

hung onto the shaken until they were stable

Travelers of fine craft and detailed décor

all haunted by journeys traveled before.

They know when to walk and when to run

travelers rewriting what they’ve already done.

 

Sunday, September 11, 2022

Acquainted With The Night

 

September 11, 2003  (I was 58)

 

Acquainted With The Night

Note from Jay Parini,

Robert Frost: A Life, Henry Holt 1999, p. 246

 

Acquainted With The Night:   “The poem was, Frost later

suggested, ‘written for the tune.’  Although a sonnet by

form, with a closing couplet, the poem has the fluid

repetitive aspect of a villanelle with the three line stanzas

mimicking the terza rima of Danté –appropriate for a

poem about the descent into darkness.”

 

I always read the poem to students mimicking the voice

of Bela Lugosi in Dracula.  It puts an appropriate spin to

the narration.  The movie and the poem are of a common

era.  The poem is circa 1927 and the film was released in

the U.S. on Jan. 1, 1930.  When I discovered the voice for

my interpretation, I wished the poem came after themovie,

hoping Frost too, had heard the voice and realized how

well it fit.

 

(Hear my reading of the poem at JohnKalllio.com)

Thursday, August 11, 2022

Acquainted With The Night

 

Acquainted With The Night

Note from Jay Parini,

Robert Frost: A Life, Henry Holt 1999, p. 246

 

Acquainted With The Night:   “The poem was, Frost later

suggested, ‘written for the tune.’  Although a sonnet by

form, with a closing couplet, the poem has the fluid

repetitive aspect of a villanelle with the three line stanzas

mimicking the terza rima of Danté –appropriate for a

poem about the descent into darkness.”

 

I always read the poem to students mimicking the voice

of Bela Lugosi in Dracula.  It puts an appropriate spin to

the narration.  The movie and the poem are of a common

era.  The poem is circa 1927 and the film was released in

the U.S. on Jan. 1, 1930.  When I discovered the voice for

my interpretation, I wished the poem came after themovie,

hoping Frost too, had heard the voice and realized how

well it fit.

 

(Hear my reading of the poem at JohnKalllio.com)

Friday, October 29, 2021

West Running

 

October 29, 2003  (I was 58)

 

         West Running      

Things have changed Robert,

not so much on the old Derry farm.

What you wrote caused them to stop things there,

a sort of snapshot during one of your transitions,

like the set of a play after the actors have gone.

Though there was blue sky and full green of summer,

the memory is in sepia tones, the wood of the barn,

the wallpaper smell as I bent to read

the titles of your shelved books,

classics, and no surprises there.

I imagined the surrounding white of winter

as viewed from an upstairs window,

that strong-contrast theme again

and that working across the grain;

that contrary stream pushing away from the sea;

and that home burial dialogue

up and down the stairs.

Saturday, April 24, 2021

Infamous Quotes

 

April 24

noted this week in 2003

 

More from the 8th grade bulletin board

-posted over the years to 1966-2003

 

         Infamous Quotes

Life goes on within you and without you.  George the Beatle

I yam what I yam.  Popeye the sailor

Maybe I’m doing it wrong. Newman the pianist

Money doesn’t talk, it swears. Dylan the Zimmerman

I used to be disgusted.  Now I try to be amused.  Elvis the Costello

Art is the lie that reveals the truth.  Picasso the cubist

Changes in latitude, changes in attitude.   Buffett the pirate

The road to Hell is paved with good intentions. S. Johnson the Brit.

Take a picture, it lasts longer.  F Stop Fitzgerald the photo-novelist

I butchered rocks to free the men inside.  Michelangelo the quarryman

We have enough youth, where’s the Fountain of Smart?  Dunce de Leon

Like other surrealists, I am not a surrealist.  sign in a Salvador deli

Friday, December 18, 2020

The text in my mind this morning

 

December 18,2003  (I was 69)

 

The text in my mind this morning

was full of the assonance of O

I try to remember the words now

once occasion oppression overbearing

I don’t know now

but it had to do with us recognizing

the hour of America was over

We’ve immolated our witches

owned our slaves

bombed the biggest bombs

bombed cities bombed jungles

bombed deserts bombed mountains

of bombs drones of bombs

The world does not trust us

because we are not trustworthy

Our biggest citizens are corporations

Our little citizens are obsolete

Our biggest business is fighting fear

We make sure there is enough

to keep the economy going

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Pilgrim Age

 

December 15, 2003  (I was 59) 

 

         Pilgrim Age

This is a journey of some experience,

travelers who have packed some bags…

have dangled from hot high voltage wires

separated the Constitution from political desires

who at times have lived from hand to mouth

nursed their way from the deepest South

ran the field and have lain on the table

hung onto the shaken until they were stable

Travelers of fine craft and detailed décor

all haunted by journeys traveled before.

They know when to walk and when to run

travelers rewriting what they’ve already done.

 

Friday, September 11, 2020

Acquainted With The Night

 

September 11, 2003  (I was 58)

 

Acquainted With The Night

Note from Jay Parini,

Robert Frost: A Life, Henry Holt 1999, p. 246

 

Acquainted With The Night:   “The poem was, Frost later

suggested, ‘written for the tune.’  Although a sonnet by

form, with a closing couplet, the poem has the fluid

repetitive aspect of a villanelle with the three line stanzas

mimicking the terza rima of Danté –appropriate for a

poem about the descent into darkness.”

 

I always read the poem to students mimicking the voice

of Bela Lugosi in Dracula.  It puts an appropriate spin to

the narration.  The movie and the poem are of a common

era.  The poem is circa 1927 and the film was released in

the U.S. on Jan. 1, 1930.  When I discovered the voice for

my interpretation, I wished the poem came after themovie,

hoping Frost too, had heard the voice and realized how

well it fit.  (Hear my reading of the poem at JohnKalllio.com)

Sunday, December 29, 2019

revelation in Oberammergau


December 29, 2003  (I was 59) 

   revelation in Oberammergau
Non-Germans in the street
create spaces as they walk.
Women shop the windows,
men don’t know what to do;
they blow their noses and wait.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

Kofel was visible an hour ago,
the fog descends tree to tree,
skiers can’t see each other.
The Alps have disappeared,
the mist enters the village.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

People visit the theater
where no performance is held;
the look at props and sets
and at where the orchestra sits
during a very famous performance.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

Suddenly at thirteen hundred forty meters
the cross appears on Kofel
illuminated through sun-shredded cloud;
visitors who left to visit the Passionate Scene
return to report another passionate scene.
To what does it allude
and what does it mean?

Tuesday, October 29, 2019

West Running


October 29, 2003  (I was 58)

         West Running      
Things have changed Robert,
not so much on the old Derry farm.
What you wrote caused them to stop things there,
a sort of snapshot during one of your transitions,
like the set of a play after the actors have gone.
Though there was blue sky and full green of summer,
the memory is in sepia tones, the wood of the barn,
the wallpaper smell as I bent to read
the titles of your shelved books,
classics, and no surprises there.
I imagined the surrounding white of winter
as viewed from an upstairs window,
that strong-contrast theme again
and that working across the grain;
that contrary stream pushing away from the sea;
and that home burial dialogue
up and down the stairs.

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

The text in my mind this morning


December 18,2003  (I was 59)

The text in my mind this morning
was full of the assonance of O
I try to remember the words now
once occasion oppression overbearing
I don’t know now
but it had to do with us recognizing
the hour of America was over
We’ve immolated our witches
owned our slaves
bombed the biggest bombs
bombed cities bombed jungles
bombed deserts bombed mountains
of bombs drones of bombs
The world does not trust us
because we are not trustworthy
Our biggest citizens are corporations
Our little citizens are obsolete
Our biggest business is fighting fear
We make sure there is enough
to keep the economy going

Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Acquainted With The Night


September 11, 2003  (I was 58)

Acquainted With The Night
Note from Jay Parini,
Robert Frost: A Life, Henry Holt 1999, p. 246

Acquainted With The Night:   “The poem was, Frost later
suggested, ‘written for the tune.’  Although a sonnet by
form, with a closing couplet, the poem has the fluid
repetitive aspect of a villanelle with the three line stanzas
mimicking the terza rima of Danté –appropriate for a
poem about the descent into darkness.”

     I always read the poem to students mimicking the voice
of Bela Lugosi in Dracula.  It puts an appropriate spin to
the narration.  The movie and the poem are of a common
era.  The poem is circa 1927 and the film was released in
the U.S. on Jan. 1, 1930.  When I discovered the voice for
my interpretation, I wished the poem came after the movie,
hoping Frost too, had heard the voice and realized how
well it fit.  (Hear my reading of the poem at JohnKallio.com)

Friday, December 29, 2017

revelation in Oberammergau


December 29, 2003  (I was 59) 

   revelation in Oberammergau
Non-Germans in the street
create spaces as they walk.
Women shop the windows,
men don’t know what to do;
they blow their noses and wait.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

Kofel was visible an hour ago,
the fog descends tree to tree,
skiers can’t see each other.
The Alps have disappeared,
the mist enters the village.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

People visit the theater
where no performance is held;
they look at props and sets
and at where the orchestra sits
during a very famous performance.
What does it mean?
To what does it allude?

Suddenly at thirteen hundred forty meters
the cross appears on Kofel
illuminated through sun-shredded cloud;
visitors who left to visit the Passionate Scene
return to report another passionate scene.
To what does it allude
and what does it mean?

Sunday, October 29, 2017

West Running


October 29, 2003  (I was 58)

         West Running
Things have changed Robert,
not so much on the old Derry farm.
What you wrote caused them to stop things there,
a sort of snapshot during one of your transitions,
like the set of a play after the actors have gone.
Though there was blue sky and full green of summer,
the memory is in sepia tones, the wood of the barn,
the wallpaper smell as I bent to read
the titles of your shelved books,
classics, and no surprises there.
I imagined the surrounding white of winter
as viewed from an upstairs window,
that strong-contrast theme again
and that working across the grain;
that contrary stream pushing away from the sea;
and that home burial dialogue
up and down the stairs.

Monday, April 24, 2017

More from the 8th grade bulletin board


April 24
noted this week in 2003

More from the 8th grade bulletin board
-posted over the years to 1966-2003

         Infamous Quotes
Life goes on within you and without you.  George the Beatle
I yam what I yam.  Popeye the sailor
Maybe I’m doing it wrong. Newman the pianist
Money doesn’t talk, it swears. Dylan the Zimmerman
I used to be disgusted.  Now I try to be amused.  Elvis the Costello
Art is the lie that reveals the truth.  Picasso the cubist
Changes in latitude, changes in attitude.   Buffett the pirate
The road to Hell is paved with good intentions. S. Johnson the Brit.
Take a picture, it lasts longer.  F Stop Fitzgerald
I butchered rocks to free the men inside.  Michelangelo the quarryman
We have enough youth, where’s the Fountain of Smart?  Dunce de Leon
Like other surrealists, I am not a surrealist.  sign in a Salvador deli

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Stealth, to steal away


from this week in February 2003  (I was 58)

Stealth, to steal away
a solitary dislocation, a remove
to claim privacy as absolute
I have always needed and arranged
in frequent but brief intervals
Not a cup of coffee but a walk in the woods
Ice skating in the dark on a night too cold for others
From some place gone long enough
to become unreal as a minor myth

Sunday, December 18, 2016

The text in my mind this morning


December 18,2003  (I was 69)

The text in my mind this morning
was full of the assonance of O
I try to remember the words now
once occasion oppression overbearing
I don’t know now
but it had to do with us recognizing
the hour of America was over
We’ve immolated our witches
owned our slaves
bombed the biggest bombs
bombed cities bombed jungles
bombed deserts bombed mountains
of bombs drones of bombs
The world does not trust us
because we are not trustworthy
Our biggest citizens are corporations
Our little citizens are obsolete
Our biggest business is fighting fear
We make sure there is enough
to keep the economy going

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Pilgrim Age


December 15, 2003  (I was 59)

         Pilgrim Age
This is a journey of some experience,
travelers who have packed some bags…
have dangled from hot high voltage wires
separated the Constitution from political desires
who at times have lived from hand to mouth
nursed their way from the deepest South
ran the field and have lain on the table
hung onto the shaken until they were stable
Travelers of fine craft and detailed décor
all haunted by journeys traveled before.
They know when to walk and when to run
travelers rewriting what they’ve already done.