I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Sunday, October 9, 2016

What the Story Became


October 9, 1977  (I was 32)

         What the Story Became
The story became too typical to articulate
Images became abstract shapes, splashes of color
Vibrant camouflage for empty space
Onlookers thought, I could do that
And they despised anything they themselves could do
The story became humor and pain
camouflage for despair and self-pity
The story became as predictable as a print-out
an impulse between memory banks
easy to forget, too typical to articulate
The overfed body balloons out of proportion
Onlookers saw themselves reflected
it was a familiar story
with little to learn in the revival

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