I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Saturday, November 19, 2016

When it comes to decomposition


November 19, 2013  (I was 69)

When it comes to decomposition
given enough time we‘re talking
reduction to basic elements of matter
miniscule matters of substance
We come more and more to resemble
photos of our aged grandparents
Freedom of choice is cosmetic and fashion
the bell curve arc of hormonal behavior
the youthful excursions of chemical consciousness
Occupation and pre-occupation labor and fanaticism
diminish to the essential choice we did not make
It’s a matter of genetics
But what of the consciousness that knew existence
What of the awareness of is
the natural selection of continued perception
of which the I was made 
In what realm of protean DNA does it continue
to re-form in purposeful progression
Always this veil of the incomprehensible

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