I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Monday, January 2, 2017

Jury Still Out?


from this week in 2009           (I was 64)

         Jury Still Out?
When I sat down with friends fifty years ago
in the little park in the center of the little town
on its forest green benches on a late summer night
or in a warm corner booth of the Itasca Café
while the winter was a solid presence in the dark outside
and the mood grew serious as we saw our lives take shape
amid the indecisions doubts dreams and derisions
it seems to me now (or I am a fool of old age
or I misperceived the tenor of the time even then)
the talk would turn to the change we would impose
(by sheer will of our massive youthful numbers)
upon the town the state the nation and the world
The most certain unstated common assumption
(made less arrogant by our righteous ignorance)
was that our inclusive goodness would better the world

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