I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Tuesday, March 7, 2017

It was twenty years ago today


March 7, 2001  (I was 56)

It was twenty years ago today
I wish I could start over and say
something more or something less
than whatever created the mess
The picture of me I gave to you
of someone who didn’t have a clue
might not have been right
might have been the result of the fight
to find a way out of my mind
into a world ruled by the kind
Never did I think I would sever
my hope from the hopes of the clever
and point a guilty finger of guilt at a son
for not doing what I myself could not have done

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