I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Tuesday, June 20, 2017

-Smoke along the window playing…


June 20, 1994  (I was 49)

         -Smoke along the window playing…
First came the smoke of self discovery
         The electricity of mysticism has dissipated in the length of the wires
         No spark jumps from the finger of God.
Then the smoke of creative expression
         Creativity is not knowing
         who thought of it first let alone who did it better.
Smoke in political conviction
         Focusing on the work of a small planet is feasible to the young
         who can’t see the size of the system nor feel the heat from the center.
Smoke as artistic movement
         Repetitive habit is called virtuous by the kind
         the patronizing and the blind.
Smoke of social service
         The tolerance of age is not so much wisdom as it is
         fatigue impotence and indifference.

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