I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Wednesday, October 11, 2017

for Lauren


October 11, 2001  (I was 56)

         for Lauren
The problem is I know where the years went.
In my better moments, I know some were misspent.
I see how often my focus was lost.
I know how much each word has cost,
too many times, when the story is told
of how my heat left others cold.
In my solitary contemplation of shade and sun
I’ve left a trail of communal work undone.
Yet at this time of new worldly strife
I watch you march with transcendent grace
as you maneuver into your life
striding to don an independent face.
So I believe the future of your land
will be written in a more confident hand.

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