I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Wednesday, August 8, 2018

longing


from this week in August, 1987 (I was 42)

longing
for the quiet magnitude
of the original garden
before the first taste
of addictive want
that desire to possess
every fancy

for the quiet magnitude
of the original garden
with its solemn expression
of subtle magnificence
to fulfill every moment
aware

for the quiet magnitude
of the original garden
where no hand had turned
what the mind had twisted
with hissing whisper
to muscle

longing for the quiet
magnitude
of the original garden
but weeding something else
the while hoeing and pruning
to a noisy minority
watering evaporation

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