I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Monday, February 25, 2019

Buying gas in Pleasanton


February 25, 1974  (I was 29)

Buying gas in Pleasanton
In the gas line
45th in line
parked illegally
on the highway
trucks blow past
indignation
An improbable farmer on a tractor
in an improbable field grows smaller then larger
his slow tractor turns the long rows of dirt
The station man walks up the line with his NO GAS sign
An executioner  
Who will be cut? 
He walks past
Gulls waver in waves above the tractor
then drop into the broken swells
Fume tainted haze is the new morning mist
Line of car starter
firing like salutes
Policeman over a megaphone from his car
tries to clear a lane 
The sun lifts the morning sky
The station man shuffles two lines into one
as diplomatically as Kissinger
then sprints smiling
to the ringing phone in his service island home

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