I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Friday, March 1, 2019

Letter


March 1, 1974  (I was 29)

            Letter
We have lost touch.
I do not feel your daily presence.
We no longer define adjacent space.
The movies used a convention-
self-propelled daily calendar pages sped the time-
reorientation was almost instantaneous,
but our flashbacks find us disjointed,
formulated conversations on the phone,
stylized letters, half understandable,
perfunctory love, signature and good-bye.

The grave would treat us kinder.
It is not difficult to tolerate the dead.
Platonic necrophilia is counted virtuous.
We promised a past we could not keep,
the memories became myths
or embarrassing irrelevancies.
(Spring happens earlier here than there,
some places it doesn’t happen at all.)
I hear you still have six below.

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