I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Monday, April 22, 2019

It is necessary to separate


from this week in April, 1999  (I was 54)

It is necessary to separate
knowing and being 
to perceive the balance
existent within their wisdoms.

Knowing is the ability
to take enough time
to see expressionist silhouettes
of leaf and branch upon cloud lit sky

after sunset on a June night,
insistent silhouettes
concocted of beasts and myths
of our own conception.

Knowing is the ability to take time to see               
the interaction of silhouette and thought
acknowledged as reality
in the environment of now.

To be is to assume position
among the interacting silhouettes
in the reality of the illusion
of the moment that is now.

It is necessary to separate
moon from cloud, beast from tree
necessary to realize                                 
where we stand is what we see.

It helps to take the kinks out
come to accept the effect of dents
check for leaks
read the charts and move on.

Reflections off a bathroom mirror
can blind the young.
And only refractions of life
Illuminate the eyes of the old.

A new mind needs milestones,
reminders of where it’s been
on a geography to where it’s going.
Later we are satisfied to know

we are as good as there.
I’m not concerned that yesterday
be remembered tomorrow
as it is remembered today.

I am concerned
about our perceptive abilities
to support our testimony
that yesterday ever existed at all.

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