I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Wednesday, May 8, 2019

At the Goodwill


May 8, 2009  (I was 64)

At the Goodwill I find the wood desk
I think would fit in your life
You think you chose it but looked to me
to okay the price size and smell
After all it was my car
It meant too goddamned much to you
for me to want to think about
and later at the recycling center
where the workers are so poor
they hide the weight from the homeless
who drag their bags onto the scale
Workers put dollars in their own pockets
for the pounds they do not pay
for the glass for the dirty aluminum and plastic
Pre-empting me you voice no protest
You take the weightless receipt
to the securely barred payment window
and sign for your twenty-two fifty
“Not much to some,” you say
“But for me, icing on the cake”
I look at the piles of stolen redemptions
“Where the fuck’s the cake?”
I ask you

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