I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Thursday, November 7, 2019

Magicians


November 7, 1974 (I was 29) 
 
         Magicians
                  1
Formulae are not magic;
precise measurements are made in the corroded kitchen
(the technicians are clean but their chemicals corrode).
Precise measurements produce the desired compounds.
The automated scientist makes the right moves
and molecular orbits are reordered,
routine practiced and polished.
                 2
The truth of routine is extended lie;
it does not have a day one.
Its deadly infinity is both linear and circular;
repetition becomes a subtle puzzle,
a rubber stamp applied with random force,
the jigsaw continuity of separate reality,
ink arranged in capillaries.
                 3
Magic is the end not the means.
The result of the experiment is predetermined,
the eye becomes a caliper, the hand a scale pan
the ear a syncopated metronome.
The tuned performer is in harmony with the performance;
the volunteer is levitated
but it’s the magician who feels like he’s floating.
                 4
After awhile there are no tricks.
The wand disappears, the arc is still there,
a comet as quick as we imagine comets to be.
Sneer of cold command weathers to benign smile,
incantation gives way to chanting.
The audience is made of stone
and water and tree and cloud and stars.

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