I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Friday, October 9, 2020

What the Story Became

 

October 9, 1977  (I was 32)

 

         What the Story Became

The story became too typical to articulate

Images became abstract shapes, splashes of color

Vibrant camouflage for empty space

Onlookers thought, I could do that

And they despised anything they themselves could do

The story became humor and pain

camouflage for despair and self-pity

The story became as predictable as a print-out

an impulse between memory banks

easy to forget, too typical to articulate

The overfed body balloons out of proportion

Onlookers saw themselves reflected

it was a familiar story

with little to learn in the revival

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