I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Friday, February 19, 2021

Young Poet

 

from this week in February 1971  (I was 26)

 

         Young Poet

There was a time he could not hold a thought

together long enough to make much difference

Day passed upon daily poem of 7 or 8 lines

and each of those only echoes of the others

The nowness of now and thenness of after

occasionally lost in a myth of careless laughter

He had lost the overview of time’s continuum

or had given it up for a longer look at the moment

and still he found far too much to see

trying to decide whom he ought to be

Finally resolved that all was all

he considered these choices:

1)    a life of arbitrary resignation

2)    scoff at the absurdity

3)    gather more evidence

4)    hide from the fact

Realizing he might have time to choose all or none

he began doing number four for now

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