I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Sunday, June 13, 2021

Turn the corner or come round the bend

 

June 13, 1994  (I was 49)

 

Turn the corner or come round the bend

to feel wind in the face blowing a pace

not felt from behind.  Disconcerting to find

our movements of skill and grace

were artificially aided by wind at our back, 

Like the buoyancy of water

a levitating wind we were carried upon

and ran upon by choosing the path of the current,

the path of gravity unimpeded

until a friendly eddy brings us about

against the surprising force of the flow.

Facing the wind, fronting the wind

breath is filled with what is in the air,

lungs full with the forced inspiration

as when faced with an uphill climb.

But there is no hill, only the passage of time

a change in direction and the resistance of wind.

Wind builds strength in the body 

but each new turning toward resistant direction

requires an energy of unexpected intensity,

causes a pained exclamation from the thighs,

acknowledges in wry recognition less than surprise

the spiraling passage pulsing in sinew.

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