I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Friday, October 29, 2021

West Running

 

October 29, 2003  (I was 58)

 

         West Running      

Things have changed Robert,

not so much on the old Derry farm.

What you wrote caused them to stop things there,

a sort of snapshot during one of your transitions,

like the set of a play after the actors have gone.

Though there was blue sky and full green of summer,

the memory is in sepia tones, the wood of the barn,

the wallpaper smell as I bent to read

the titles of your shelved books,

classics, and no surprises there.

I imagined the surrounding white of winter

as viewed from an upstairs window,

that strong-contrast theme again

and that working across the grain;

that contrary stream pushing away from the sea;

and that home burial dialogue

up and down the stairs.

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