I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Tuesday, January 10, 2023

  The bottom of the hill resided in clear air

 

from this week in January, 1998  (I was 53)

 

The bottom of the hill resided in clear air

The ascending road climbed into cloud

The air wetter than fog and warmer

got under my collar as I walked

The sound of two rocks clapped together

hung loud and long

Someone else was on the way down

She passed by a hundred yards later

hurrying her pace to a clumsy trot

soon as I broke into her view

revealing her wordless fear

as if she had not also split my solitude

I knew the sound had been rocks

she plucked from a roadside land fall

Cracked together like experimental gunshots

I continued into my own invisibility

Rising deeper into thick illumination

the road undulated onto the invisible summit

The nearest oaks to where I stood were trees

The shapes beyond were something other

 

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