from this week in August, 1991 (I was 46)
Personal
Physics
Knowing the importance of
will and the force of control
Believing the strength of
self-induced motor stress
Understanding the
absorption of focused orientation and
Having the basic
food-security relationship criteria
Has not broken the material
reality anchor chain from me.
My escapes are without
reform, my recidivism chronic.
I’ve created then ignored
the crises which momentarily
Made my impoverished view
of reality whole.
The paraphernalia of
pharmacology and hypnotism work for me
But in the end I do not
seem to work for me.
In the natural awakening
state I do not awake awake enough.
Each day’s attempt to learn
addiction to will sinks in addiction to non-will.
My little misery is so
precious I cannot let it be.
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