I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Tuesday, January 2, 2018

getting in shape


January 2, 1987  (I was 42) 

            getting in shape
Fool the body with physical tasks
muscular distractions, diversionary tactics
Busy the mind with energy burn
leg churning arm swinging breast beating
until thought leaks perspiration and heat
steamy images formed and reformed each breath
until impossible associations become logical.
Endurance comes from benign connections.
Malicious thought fatigues.  Think right and run forever.

Caught off the footpath and immediately in trouble.
Stationary thoughts may get dangerous, may be recorded-
too introspective, too deep, too convoluted, too big.
Quick, eat something, make it all stop, choke on calories.
No.  Choose water and rice and isolation.  It works awhile.
Time passes.  When time passes discipline is said to be easier.
Temptation is the one to become impotent.
Art is the exercise to keep the sedate body thin.
So it’s that or running in the dark.

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