I don’t write in a journal everyday, but I have accumulated many entries over the past 50+ years beginning in 1966. Some items evolved into longer works. Among the leftovers little pieces survived. I thought a collection of these with a piece culled from the same date in a past year would make an interesting yearbook. The consistencies and inconsistencies of mind, skipping back and forth across time, provide varied perspectives. It is difficult to remember the context of the past we’ve lived; we also make suppositions about times that predate ourselves.

The few alterations from original drafts were to improve clarity. The worst of my work is not included. There remains enough mediocrity and immaturity to make me feel humble and you feel smart. There are also moments of accidental insight and incidental humor.

Author Stephen Crane referred to his little pieces as pills…apparently they were small and somewhat hard to swallow, but good for you.


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Tuesday, August 3, 2021

Red crested white-breasted black winged petite

 

August 3, 2005  (I was 60)

 

Red crested white-breasted black winged petite

I should but do not know your Hawaiian name

Names of many smaller species echo their calls

so petite would seem to fit the beak

You visit my breakfast each morning

You have come to expect bread

I have made you trust me more each day

tossing bits closer to my chair

so now you venture nearly underfoot

Your sidling dance and angling glance

indicate irritation with gifts offered at risk

You tweeze the crust and prance back

to nibble the edge off a heavy load

then aloft but low above the pool

over oleander into palms along the black bay

where jagged lava breaks the morning surf

I’m told it’s cruel to deceive wild creatures

into reliance upon the hand of man

And in a few weeks I will be gone from here

but I remember you from last year

Expectation takes  the risk of self-deception

Every day adaptability expands

and each remembrance of a small trust

draws us a cautious hop closer

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